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October 2012
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Psychological Affairs: Chapter Forty-Eight: Pushed... →
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I took—no, I stole—one of Chris’ removable razor blades from the bathroom and sat there. I’m cold, half-naked, and disgusted/shamed/angry/scared. I betrayed him in a low way and he didn’t deserve it.
The silent noise of sharp steel going through my skin perfectly filled the room; not even…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Forty-Seven:... →
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I stood outside of Peters-Michaels, taking in its aura. A place I never thought I’d go back to again. It’s not like I wanted to go, but I’m bored after crying all day. Plus, it’s a reception—I’m going to need this.
I took a breath in the cold air and walked into the building. I saw the huge…
September 2012
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Psychological Affairs: Chapter Forty-Six:... →
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Thanksgiving day. My first ever Thanksgiving with Chris and the first I’ve ever taken time to celebrate. I made sure everything was special. I cooked, baked, and bought for Chris’ family and friends. Judging by the smiles and the occasional compliments, so far, I’m doing well. Ms. Joyce and…
August 2012
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lovemyselfthen asked: THE BEST FANFIC I'VR READ AMAZING HANDS DOWN I;VE CRIED THIS WAS BEAUTIFUL
Since I have 164 followers left, I wanna ask y’all a question: What do you want me to do with this story? For many nights, I’ve laid in bed, wondering what I was going to do. Back in April, I thought that I would just keep it finished, but now I realize that many of the characters have unresolved issues. Killing the main characters did nothing to resolve them. I don’t know. I...
I have a surprise for former readers.
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Thirty-Eight: I... →
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I sat back on the bed in slience. Cold. Eery. Silence. Everything seemed so calculated. My body became oblivious to my emotions. I’ve tried to make it stop—make it all go away, but I feel nothing. The vibrations from the outside footsteps made me aware that someone was here. I stood up and…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Thirty-Seven:... →
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I looked up at him. His face was soft and full of confusion. I look quickly down and wiped some more tears from my face.
“What happened? How come you aren’t at work? Were you crying?” He asked as one hundred questions seemed to slide out of his mouth in a minute.
I shook my head and kept my…
July 2012
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Psychological Affairs is updated since yesterday. Just saying, you know. If you care.
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Psychological Affairs: Chapter Thirty-Four: May... →
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May 2nd, 1991
Another sleepless night in the Johanson household. Parents Vanessa and Joseph were fast asleep in their bed. Joseph worked another long shift at the hospital and Vanessa dove in head first on her cases—even if she was supposed to be on maternity leave. Infiltrating the once…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Thirty-Two:... →
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Thursday, January 31st, 2008
Lithium, Divalproex, Carbamazepine. Valium, Ativan, Xanax. Haldol, Zyprexa, Clozaril.
I am high; the brink of my insanity. Entrapped into a monochromatic, silent white cage with the windows locked so that I won’t take the easy way out and runaway. I…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Thirty-One:... →
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Saturday, May 30th, 2009
“What are you staring at?” I asked, looking up.
He cleared his throat before talking.
“You look beautiful tonight.”
“Thanks.” I said.
I looked at his features, something I haven’t done at all. He really was handsome. He had those movie star looks; brown…
June 2012
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Psychological Affairs: Chapter Twenty-Eight:... →
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Next Week
I coughed; my mouth almost tasting my own blood
More and more of my blood surrounded my face as I laid in it. My mouth hurt and my gums were screaming.
“I’m sorry,” “I love you,” “I’ll change,” and “Please forgive me,” were all interchangeable for every blow to the face, heart, and…
May 2012
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Psychological Affairs: Chapter Nineteen: Dinner... →
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I flipped through one of my diary entries.
“I think I’m falling in love with Chris. I think about him everyday. He makes me feel something different. Something I’ve never felt before. I want to be around him all the time. I want to sleep next to him at night without him having to go home. I’m…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Eighteen: Saturday,... →
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Saturday, July 19th, 2008 *Flashback from London*
The sounds of Dance/Techno(?) blaring through the speakers.
I stumbled from the bathroom. The room is moving too fast or am I going too slow? I felt myself fall onto someone’s lap. I turned to the stranger. It was a man.
“Hello, love.” He…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Fourteen: Friday,... →
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Friday, January 18th, 2008
Ms. Taylor handed me my diploma in Dr. Shepard’s office.
“Congratulations, Michael.” She said, letting it go in both of my hands.
“Thank you.” I said, shaking her hand.
It’s over. Those 12+ years of torture are done. I’m free. Only a few months until I go to…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Fifteen: Wednesday,... →
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Wednesday, July 4th, 2007
The eerie sound of the door opening woke me up.
“Alright, get up.” Sharon said.
I looked up at her, unknown of my surroundings. I nodded, getting up from the padded floor and got up, my legs wobbling. You’d think you’d get used to being tranquilized. I walked…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Thirteen: Sunday,... →
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Sunday, December 2nd, 2007
Sunday. A bloody Sunday.
Today is visiting day. Patients’ family, friends, and random church people and organizations who “help the sick” come to see us circus freaks, I mean patients. The church people and helping organizations come and see us crazy folk be crazy,…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Twelve: Saturday,... →
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Saturday, December 1st, 2007
I didn’t wanna wake up this morning.
“Mike?” A familiar raspy voice called.
“Mmmm..” I groaned underneath my barrier of white sheets.
“Someone special is here.” Sharon said. My ears perked up.
I broke through my barriers to sit up. My hair flew into my…
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Psychological Affairs: Chapter Eleven: Friday,... →
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Friday, November 30th, 2007
I fix my black dress, smoothing down the hem of the skirt.
I’m nervous. It’s my court date today.
“Don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll be fine.” Chris said. I looked up.
“How do you know?” I asked, biting my lip.
“Trust me, you’ll be fine.” He said, pulling me in for…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Ten: Wednesday,... →
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Wednesday, November 21st, 2007
I walked out of the bathroom into my new pajamas, slightly limping.
I watched as Chris did the usual bed fixing routine. I smiled, walking around the bed on my side to help him. I saw him smile, fixing the edges of the set sheets.
“Someone’s limping.”…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Nine: Monday,... →
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Monday, November 12th, 2007
I left the bathroom, in my green sweater and dark rinsed jeans with old, black sneakers. I saw Chris, sitting on my bed, probably waiting for me. He avoided me all morning. I stopped in front of him, watching as he looked up. He looked stressed. He motioned me to…
April 2012
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Psychological Affairs: Chapter Eight: Saturday,... →
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Saturday, November 10th, 2007
Today is another noisy day. Since it’s Saturday, Chaos and Noise visit ALL DAY, never leaving us the fuck alone.
I sat in my bed, on my laptop, going through my future university’s website. I’m just too excited. What happened last night between Chris and I…
Anonymous asked: lmfao funny there will be no new ending guys. the story is over, psychological affairs is where its at right now. Get with the program.
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Seven: Friday,... →
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Friday, November 9th, 2007
Reading “The Bell Jar” by Sylvia Plath has extended my knowledge of mental disorders. I actually sympathize with the patients here.
The Sun shone on the font in my novel as I read my novel in peace. For the first time in awhile, there was no screaming or the sound…
Anonymous asked: Still waiting for the new ending...
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Six: Friday,... →
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Friday, November 2nd, 2007
Ms. Taylor, my tutor, just left.
We were going through my test grades and homework, calculating my overall average from when I first entered high school to my current senior year here at St. Samuel’s.
“Mmhmm..” She nodded, still going over my test grades.
I…
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Five: Wednesday,... →
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October 31st, 2007
It’s my birthday. My not so sweet 16th.
“Wake up, birthday girl!” Sharon said, from the doorway of my room. I need a fucking lock.
“I’ll be there!” I groaned.
“Good.” She said. I could hear the pleasure in her voice.
I slowly got up with my hands at the sides of my bed….
fashionandcreativity asked: it was the ghetto version of Titiaic You should have put the link of hymn of the sea , I would have cried but i almost did .... But i liked the ending but your still an asshole for that :\ <3
Psychological Affairs: Chapter Four: Tuesday,... →
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Tuesday, October 30th, 2007
I woke up early this morning.
I had a dream of my father last night. I was alone in my room and it was dark. I woke up and saw him slowly open the door and creep his head through the crack. He slid through the crack and closed the door behind him. He started to…
Anonymous asked: Can you do like a epilogue to show the lives of the other characters?
Anonymous asked: no no no don't make an alternate ending or a sequel! why would u make a sequel when the main characters are resting in peace. Lets greatness happpen people the story is over but its the beginning of Chris & Mal's new life as husband & wife. This story is amazing & the ending was beautiful with the doves representing the lovers.
Anonymous asked: I'M SERIOUSLY CRYING. I FUCKING CAN'T....
Anonymous asked: So it's over no sequel ?
Anonymous asked: Atleast write a chapter where they are in heaven and she gives birth that would be cute and it shows the lives of the other characters please!!!!!!!!!!!:)
For those new to the story and want to read it:
I also promised some that I’d give a link to the chapters.
http://stansrusfiction.tumblr.com/post/8494643730/chapter-one-my-beginnings
http://stansrusfiction.tumblr.com/post/8494784185/chapter-two-my-beginnings-part-2
http://stansrusfiction.tumblr.com/post/8494853062/chapter-three-my-beginnings-part-3
http://stansrusfiction.tumblr.com/post/8494987600/chapter-four-my-beginnings-part-4
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Anonymous asked: Im not your friend no more *runs behind chair* lol
Anonymous asked: wow the title of your story matches the story to a T if you think about it. "Got til its GONE"
amberxpx asked: NOOOOOOOOOOOOO Why they gotta die!! I actually cried at this one, and I'm not a cryer!! GREAT fanfic, can't believe its overrrr
Anonymous asked: NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO THE ENDING AGAIN NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *PULLS HAIR OUT*
Anonymous asked: omg that was one of the most tragic endings I have ever read from a fanfic! wow! I was angry, sad, then happy. They're together at peace, married. The ending was so beautiful I just didn't expect it to end that way. All good things have to come to an end & the ending was amazing. Don't do an alternate version. This story can not go on forever.
Anonymous asked: No leave it as is!
Anonymous asked: Yes i do need an alternate ending PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSE, I LOVE YOU :""""(
lexgetdown asked: I'm going to say this as calmly as I possibly can. I just want you to know that I am sitting in front of my computer CRYING! Legit tears are coming from my eyes; I feel so hurt right now. I can't believe it and then the wedding in heaven made me cry even more. Thank you for a great story....even though I would've preferred an alternate ending .
Anonymous asked: NO! I'M DEAD ASS SERIOUS RUN THAT SHIT BACK AND DO AN ALTERNATE ENDING!!!!!!!!
ashleighamaro asked: im seriously crying! you are an amazing writer hun :) cant wait to read the next story
Anonymous asked: WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF THIS IS LIKE THE WORST STORY ENDING EVER! WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!!? I'M DONE! IDK EVEN KNOW IF I WANNA READ THE OTHER STORY!
airdnolalol asked: it made me cry. WHYEEEEE DID YOU END IT LIKE THAT?!?!?!? *balls up in a corner & cries hard*
Anonymous asked: Run that shit back and redo that whole chapter!!
